Dream Come True

when you look at me, what do you see? do you see the good woman i want to be? i look at you searching for love everywhere when i'm standing right in front of you and you don't even care. why can't you see that i'm what you need? that everything you're looking for can be found in me. those nights when you're cold and don't want to be alone? i can be there to hold you and keep you warm. those days when you're stressed and need to vent? i can listen and console you so that you know it's for me you were ment. when your friends turn their back and noone is around, i'll be the one to turn that frown upside down. all this and more i'm willing to be and do for you. i can be your everything. maybe even your dream come true.

Plan "B"

oh shit. dam boy i missed you. you don't know everything i've been going through. these guys out here-they don't know what i need. but you- you on the other hand, can always succeed. you know all the right spots and all the right places. you know what to say and how to move to make me make faces. you don't know how much i like it when you talk to me like you do. i don't have to imagine anymore cause you're my dream come true. not even pressed about whether us will be "we". you remain what you are. my reliable "Plan B".

orig written: 8.24.04

Just My Thoughts

lost. confused. lonely. frustration, why do i feel all of these things? it's crazy the way my mind flits back and forth like aaliyah thoughts changing so rapidly. hard to keep focus on my goal. always looking for something to soothe my soul. scared of the unknown not ready to take the leap. scared of what it could mean. not sure if i'm ready to meet me.

orig written: 11.7.03

Quickie

quick touches, light caresses

sweat on our brows

2 people, 2 souls, 2 bodies come together as 1 beautiful extasy filled moment

thaks hon. just what i needed

see you tomorrow?

same time, same place

peace

oirg written: 7.3.03

"Small" Problems

DON'T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE MY MEN, MY BROTHERS, MY KIN. BUT HERE LATELY THERE'S A PROBLEM THAT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED. IT'S IN A VERY IMPORTANT DEPARTMENT: S-E-X. NOW IF YOU KNOW THIS PROBLEM DOESN'T APPLY TO YOU, HANG TIGHT, COOL OUT I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU BOO. BUT FOR MY LITTLE DICK BROTHERS, WE GOTTA TALK. YOU'RE TALKIN BIG SHIT AND NOT WALKIN THE WALK. I HATE IT WHEN A BROTHER GETS ME HOME. GET ME ALL HOT AND BOTHERED WHEN WE'RE ALL ALONE. LITTLE WHILE LATER, I'M READY TO BONE BUT DAM BOOBOO, YOU CAN'T MAKE ME MOAN. NOW DON'T THINK THAT I'M ALL ABOUT SIZE, I'M JUST USED TO SEEING A LITTLE MORE THAN THAT WHEN I MAKE YOU RISE. YOU SWORE UP AND DOWN YOU WERE KING DING-A-LING BUT DAM BABY YOu DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TO SWING. STOP PLAYING WITH ME WHEN IT COMES TO THIS. JUST SOME GOOD, LONG LOVIN IS ALL I WISH. SO IF YOU THINK I'M TALKING TO YOU, I'M ONLY BEING REAL. SORRY BOOBOO, THAT'S THE DEAL. SO IF YOU KNOW THAT YOUR SIZE IS NOT UP TO PAR, KEEP ON ROLLING PLAYER, DON'T LOOK IN THE CAR.

ORIG WRITTEN: 11.17.02

Searching

i'm searching for someone that i cannot find. someone who can touch my heart as well as blow my mind. someone with a gentle touch to send shivers down my spine. someone that knows it's not just sex but can make love to my mind. tease me with your touches, tickle me with your tongue. do all the things that you can do to make me think that you're the one. i want a man that can make love to me until i say no more. but on the flip side he can bang my back out from the bed down to the floor. i want a man to please me for than just five minutes. don't get me hot and bothered then just fall out when you get it in. can i get a nut? an orgasm that makes me cry? a touch to make me stop and shake and tear drop from my eye? i promise i don't ask for much. just a man to treat me right. someone strong enough to make the lovin last more than just one night. are you that somebody? come prove that you're the one. show me you're the man i need and have been searching for all along.

orig written: 11.17.02