Dream Come True

when you look at me, what do you see? do you see the good woman i want to be? i look at you searching for love everywhere when i'm standing right in front of you and you don't even care. why can't you see that i'm what you need? that everything you're looking for can be found in me. those nights when you're cold and don't want to be alone? i can be there to hold you and keep you warm. those days when you're stressed and need to vent? i can listen and console you so that you know it's for me you were ment. when your friends turn their back and noone is around, i'll be the one to turn that frown upside down. all this and more i'm willing to be and do for you. i can be your everything. maybe even your dream come true.

Plan "B"

oh shit. dam boy i missed you. you don't know everything i've been going through. these guys out here-they don't know what i need. but you- you on the other hand, can always succeed. you know all the right spots and all the right places. you know what to say and how to move to make me make faces. you don't know how much i like it when you talk to me like you do. i don't have to imagine anymore cause you're my dream come true. not even pressed about whether us will be "we". you remain what you are. my reliable "Plan B".

orig written: 8.24.04

Just My Thoughts

lost. confused. lonely. frustration, why do i feel all of these things? it's crazy the way my mind flits back and forth like aaliyah thoughts changing so rapidly. hard to keep focus on my goal. always looking for something to soothe my soul. scared of the unknown not ready to take the leap. scared of what it could mean. not sure if i'm ready to meet me.

orig written: 11.7.03

Quickie

quick touches, light caresses

sweat on our brows

2 people, 2 souls, 2 bodies come together as 1 beautiful extasy filled moment

thaks hon. just what i needed

see you tomorrow?

same time, same place

peace

oirg written: 7.3.03

"Small" Problems

DON'T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE MY MEN, MY BROTHERS, MY KIN. BUT HERE LATELY THERE'S A PROBLEM THAT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED. IT'S IN A VERY IMPORTANT DEPARTMENT: S-E-X. NOW IF YOU KNOW THIS PROBLEM DOESN'T APPLY TO YOU, HANG TIGHT, COOL OUT I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU BOO. BUT FOR MY LITTLE DICK BROTHERS, WE GOTTA TALK. YOU'RE TALKIN BIG SHIT AND NOT WALKIN THE WALK. I HATE IT WHEN A BROTHER GETS ME HOME. GET ME ALL HOT AND BOTHERED WHEN WE'RE ALL ALONE. LITTLE WHILE LATER, I'M READY TO BONE BUT DAM BOOBOO, YOU CAN'T MAKE ME MOAN. NOW DON'T THINK THAT I'M ALL ABOUT SIZE, I'M JUST USED TO SEEING A LITTLE MORE THAN THAT WHEN I MAKE YOU RISE. YOU SWORE UP AND DOWN YOU WERE KING DING-A-LING BUT DAM BABY YOu DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TO SWING. STOP PLAYING WITH ME WHEN IT COMES TO THIS. JUST SOME GOOD, LONG LOVIN IS ALL I WISH. SO IF YOU THINK I'M TALKING TO YOU, I'M ONLY BEING REAL. SORRY BOOBOO, THAT'S THE DEAL. SO IF YOU KNOW THAT YOUR SIZE IS NOT UP TO PAR, KEEP ON ROLLING PLAYER, DON'T LOOK IN THE CAR.

ORIG WRITTEN: 11.17.02

Searching

i'm searching for someone that i cannot find. someone who can touch my heart as well as blow my mind. someone with a gentle touch to send shivers down my spine. someone that knows it's not just sex but can make love to my mind. tease me with your touches, tickle me with your tongue. do all the things that you can do to make me think that you're the one. i want a man that can make love to me until i say no more. but on the flip side he can bang my back out from the bed down to the floor. i want a man to please me for than just five minutes. don't get me hot and bothered then just fall out when you get it in. can i get a nut? an orgasm that makes me cry? a touch to make me stop and shake and tear drop from my eye? i promise i don't ask for much. just a man to treat me right. someone strong enough to make the lovin last more than just one night. are you that somebody? come prove that you're the one. show me you're the man i need and have been searching for all along.

orig written: 11.17.02

Friends and Money

they say you should never mix friends with money-and now i understand why....
when it's time to pay up you start to make excuses and lie....
i will admit you are a friend that's good...
but dammit why won't you keep your word?
the bills pile high while i bust my ass to keep caught up...
and you sit around like you just don't give a fuck.....
don't wanna leave you down with nowhere to go...
but i can't take this shit and you really need to know....
if you're for real then it's time to show and prove....
cause you know actions speak louder than words.....

I Laid In the Bed and Thought About You- a poem for lost love

i lay in the bed and thought about you today. I thought of our conversations bout this n that. whether that rapper was hot or whack. which people need to get off crack that's all up in the spotlight but....that's another conversation. trippin off the people in your past that took paths they never knew where they would lead. political figures promising hope, delivering disappoinment daily with no thought to what the REAL meaning of hypocrisy is. dam i miss talking bout this kinda stuff with you. how even though las vegas is about a casino it's really just another vegas csi. how aaron mcgruder is a damn funny black man with a fresh and true sense of humor. dam those were the good old days. chillin in the bed just knckin back while we politic and i chief and we speak and it's just peace. dam i laid in the bed today and thought about us. that old combination of we that has now split to become just me. but i miss that old we. that spark. that something that can't be created or duplicated-that original something that was just we. even if we can't get it back-i laid in the bed and thought about you today.

orig written: 3.13.06

Special Secret

so, what is it about you that has me trippin? i don't know if it's the swagger in your walk, the cokiness of your talk or just the way we kick it when we're together. i like the way you keep it real. i like the way you make me feel. no other man has the power to make me want to please him. i can't describe the pleasure it brings me when you release in me. no other man has tasted so good or been able to take me for so long. what is it about you? why do you have the power to make me blush? make me lose my cool. it's hard to maintain around you. you throw me off my game so bad. how can i stay on point? as much as i want to be with you i'm so scared to make the approach. it's like sitting on the bench waiting for the coach. wanting to ravish your body with kisses but knowing it's just a dream. never to become reality. a special secret just for me. but dam i can see us intertwined in another space and time. but you can never be mine and so it shall be. a special secret just for me.

orig written: 3.21.06

Met You At the Wash

not really looking for love but i turned around and there you were. a breath of fresh air. so comforting. so refreshing so warm and yet so cool. dam where have you been hiding? can't say what will happen but i enjoy our time. enjoy the way it feels to sit and just talk. don't be scared to tell me what didn't work. what didn't she do right? let me fill that void in your life. don't want to get too close. don't know what could be. dont' want to destroy or mess up what could be. i love the way your mind works. how your mission is only to please. to know that all it takes is a sip from this fountain and my nectar flows free. never have i felt so much with someone so tender. days to come the lovemaking from that night will be something to remember. the places your mouth touched i will never forget. like being on a ride screaming don't stop yet. not ashamed to admit that you might have me sprung. but credit must be given and i dont' mind giving you props. don't mind letting you know i like what you do and on top of all of that-you're so damned good at it too. so, when are you coming back?

orig written date: 3.13.06

Love's Jail

what is it about being hurt by love that makes you push it away? after the first inkling of feeling you have no more to say? even when you try to hide-do your best to keep it all inside....just when you think that love has your back-the moment you open up is the the very moment it starts to crack....out pour emotions you long to keep in.....fighting a battle you know you won't win.....guarding your heart like too tight security....scared of what could be between you and me...why does love cripple and make you feel scared? longing for the capability to disappear in thin air......will this wall be broken? will it ever be knocked down? or does love have my heart on permanent lockdown?

Missed You

dam baby happy to see me? let's sit back have an apple martini. tonight won't let nobody get between we. cuz when it's all said and done, it's all about you and me. let's dance, shake, enjoy the night. smoke an L or 2 gotcha feeling right. take a chance on romance and turn off the lite. let me captivate and manipulate you all through the night. take you places you've never spied with those eyes-feelings you didn't know existed got you twisted. ravishing your body with a love you've never known-instantaneously got you feeling like you at home. trust me when i say my love won't roam. it's only for you and i promise i will do all that i have to. cause it's plain to see that like kelly said can't nobody do your body like me. don't be scared of the feeling taking over your body.....just let me take over and and you'll swear you're somewhere balmy.....feeling the breeze underneath palm trees as you drop to your knees to please me....dam let me please you back....ain't no shame in my game, you can be my snack.....let me turn around so you can give that ass a smack....come on baby you know i like it like that.....into the night let me hold you tight....within my arms know everything is alright.........

Alll This Love For Free......Better Come and Get Some

long time, no see baby. dam where you been? been missing the way your body feels on my skin. the way your mouth feels on the favorite parts of my body. the way we move together-it's like it's one body. the way you move within me is like nothing else. the way you move and make me moan i have to keep you to myself. don't wanna share this loving. it's too good to pass around. the way you stroke has me struggling to contain my sound. don't wanna wake the neighbors. don't think they would complain. hopefully they won't see us on the balcony in the rain. it's cool if they see us we can put on a little show. it can be our little secret-noone ever has to know. making love with you is my pleasure. to hear you moan a fantasy. addicted to the connection felt between you and me. no matter if i ride your body slowly or take it from behind. the way you touch and and stroke my body keeps you forever my on mind. if i could explain the joy i feel when you kneel before me. the extasy i feel when your mouth's on me. baby please don't stop and i'll promise to give all i have. this love's all for you and there's no price tag.

Happy Valentine's Day!

i love you....for all that you are and all that you do.....
for what you mean to me and what you will continue to be.....
i love you despite your flaws.....those little imperfections that make you who you are..
i love you....for all the little insignificant things that you do that make life so special and wonderful.....
i love you.....for loving me more than i love myself when i never thought it could be possible.....
i love you.....for who you are.....for loving me.....for being part of this union that makes we....
i love you.....

Guilty Pleasures

admiring from afar......my feelings you could never know
wishing that one day i'd have the courage to show....
dam everytime i see you, i want you....
my mind races with everything we could do.....
if i was your chick my love would be true....
my mind, my body, my soul all for you...
though our relation is business, time shared isn't long.....
but to make it more than that could be wrong....
i'll keep my fantasies to myself-precious treasures....
and you will remain what you are-my guilty pleasure......

Trip To the Movies

dam baby..ain't i here with you?
i mean didn't we leave the house together?
didn't i buy your ticket and your popcorn?
so what if i looked at that girl...she ain't thinking about me....
what you mean she smiled at me? oh so it's like that?
the movie just started and now you wanna leave?
fine then leave....i'll find my own way home....
hell....maybe i can find someone to help with this bone....
dam that fine shortie i saw is coming up the aisle....
that body is banging and dam look at that smile....
and by herself? how lucky can i be?
dam she's coming over here...hope she don't see...
my dick getting harder the closer she gets to me.....
shit she sat down...right next to me....and she's making eye contact with me....
is that her hand messing with my pants?
dam....guess i just found my ride home......

Eye Candy

sitting on the stoop with my girls....watching the day pass us by...
looking down the street we see a group of guys....
the closer they get, only one catches my eye....
of course with my luck he's the one with the girl....
but with game like i have-i'll be his new pearl.....
wonder if he knows how sexy he is with that blunt in his mouth....
wonder if he could keep it there if i went down south.....
i see him watching me watching him....and as i nod him off to the side i see him bust out in a grin....
as he leans down to his girl and whispers near her neck...i look at my girls and say "back in a sec"
in my beater and shorts what guy wouldn't mind....sneaking off with me for some quality time?
he leaves his boys and strolls off after me....i'm deep in the cut where nobody can see...
hemming him up.....i whisper in his ear....how long do i have to wait until you can hold me near?
mesmerized by his eyes...i put my math in his phone.....
"give me a call when your girl's not at home"....
kissing softly and sucking his lower lip.....need to leave before i make his jeans rip...
hit me up....make it snappy....if i'm lucky he'll be more than eye candy....

Just For You

walked in the club and dam all eyes on me.....
i mean i know the bootie is banging but can i just survey the scene?
mmmm...there he is...posted up near the bar...that fitted sittin low....
just to watch him lick those lips is enough to make my juices flow.....
fresh edge-up....honey colored skin...light colored eyes that look right through my clothes....
in my mind i can see grabbing his ear with my mouth and ripping at everything until he's fully exposed.....
excuse me boo...someone sitting here?
mmmm...thanks..bartender...can i get a beer?
soo...why is a fine man such as urself here alone? making sure sexiness fills my tone....
no girl? aww that's too bad....me? no i don't have a man...it does make it hard to sleep alone....
i hate to seem blunt but i've been watching you since i walked in....
everything i've thought about you is a sin.....
so maybe we can help each other out....
cause i've been thinking of putting it on you-no doubt....
riding on top of you while you moan my name....
knowing once i'm done you'll be mine to claim....
so much more than this i can do...
guess what baby? it's just for you....

Waited For You All Day....

walked thru my door....dam i missed you...now let me tell you all the things i could do.....
kiss you softly....caress your ear.....pulling you closer.....i just want you near....
undress you slowly follow me to our room...cant wait to get you in there, been thinking about this all afternoon....
i really miss the way your skin feels on mine....miss the way our two bodies intertwine....
the way your skin slides against me when we're making love....
the way you whisper my name, it never sounded like that coming from other loves...
baby slow down, we've got all night.....just lay back and relax-you know i'll do you right...
let me start off soft and slow, build up momentum and watch you lose control.....
over and over until we can't go on.....damn i'm happy you finally came home...

Uninspired

so.....i tried to write something earlier today and i discovered that i have writer's block.....just great....maybe this retreat to atl will help things....checked out big pieces of chicken today and dude is off the chain.....but i agree with most of what he has to say.....lucky for me we're in the same city so i know exactly what he is talking about.....well, gotta run maybe i'll be struck by inspiration...

Damn Those Lips.....

everytime i see your lips my mind races with all that could be
thoughts of two bodies intertwined to make we
softly caressing oh so tenderly......
ummm....if you only knew....what i could do to you....
just because of those lips....
if only you knew what goes on in my head.....
while we're sitting there talking.....
i see us in bed....not two people together, just one......
but again we're just talking...and you have no idea what i've done....
to you in my head....damn those lips....

You Were There All the Time

what is it about you that has me counting the minutes until i see you again?
why is it that everytime we talk i never want it to end?
how do you know just what i'm thinking even though i haven't said a word?
why does talking to you make me feel like i can soar with the birds ?
why do i waste my time on guys not worthy of me?
why is it when i think of the right man, you're the only one i see?
i've always wondered when i would meet the one i can call mine...
it's the craziest thing-you were there all the time....

Share My World

So this blog will be dedicated to my random thoughts and opinions...I am a writer of poetry so you will see most of my work posted on my blog...I am always open to comments so please feel free to post a comment....let me know what you think...